So, its been a month since my last post and amazingly...I still feel the same. Maybe not quite as sad as I did when I wrote that last entry. But the same feeling of hope that something is coming. There is a glowing future ahead of me that I have to just be willing to accept. Its hard.



I feel like sometimes there are forces that "get in the way" of what I want to do. But maybe, they aren't in the way. Maybe I have to stop fighting the natural progression of events. Go with the flow. It used to be my mantra on here and I think I need to get back to it. I know what is going on with my life and I know what I want. But there are things I can't control. I can't control other people. I can't control Fate, or Destiny, or whatever name you call it. I believe firmly that there is a general plan laid out for each person. Yes, you make descisions. Yes those decisions have consequences. But in the end I think that there are certain events, people, and occurences that you can't avoid. No matter what choices you make. Those things and people are meant for you.



Its a new school year now.