Monday, September 27, 2004

I don't know anymore

I don't know where to start. I already knew this. My heart feels tight and constricted. I feel like I can't breathe. Someones friend doesn't say that and not mean it. Watch out, he said. Be careful, he said. I've already put myself out on the line, how do I pull back from it? How do I confront him? I can't think. This is driving me nuts. My head hurts. I want to cry but I can't. I don't know what to do. I'm so lost. I feel like nothing is working. What is wrong with me? I feel like the world has ended and nothing has even happened yet. Its as if I have seen the future and its nothing good. THe world is on my shoulders, I'm no Atlas.

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